Random

This is just a random post, actually. Just... what is it? With the things happened lately, I kinda feel like losing trust in other people. Becoming more individualistic, setting some boundaries in the relationships I had with friends, and somehow I felt really flat lately. Nothing. I don't really have someone I trust enough to tell my stories, the stories filled with so many emotions.

When people told me something that's against my principle, I ignored it. When they forced it on me, I might be seemed like I understood it and going to do it. But yeah, I screamed as hard as I can with a shut mouth. Buried it deep down inside. Just shut up, will ya? I know I'm the trouble. I know the problem lies in me. And I'm the one who can solve it. You can't, but you can help. Unfortunately, I don't trust you.

So what? Leave me be for now.